Friday, March 13, 2009

diary moment: ??/10/07

i think i finally realized what i want, thanks to the help froma certain person, a friend. i think, NO, i know! that i dont want to be in a relationship.
I wanted a closeness but this can't be found in a bf/gf scenero. i just want someone to talk to and its seems lately i have a lot of new interesting people in my life and i feel like thats enough.
i'm satisfied, but i still leave his space empty maybe it's not that i dont can't to move on and fill that space with someone new but because i don't want to.
not now.
i need to get my head together. find my goals. i just want to learn how to be a person and not have to wake up with regret each day.
just to feel nothing but calm, be average. ... to be average is outstanding.

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